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Tuesday, July 9, 2013

Pagosa Folk and Bluegrass Festival

My favorite festival of the year has come and gone, but I find that I’m still carrying its loveliness with me, a month later.  




Pagosa Springs is a beautiful, small, quaint town nestled on the western side of Wolf Creek Pass.  This part of Colorado is, in my opinion, the most beautiful in the state.  I always love the drive to Pagosa Springs.  It’s only a little ways further to Durango, a town where I spent a lot of time back in 1996 when I attempted to maintain a long distance relationship during my first year of college in Boulder.  Every other weekend I would load up my trusty Toyota Camry with all my favorite CDs, leave Boulder at some point after classes on Friday, and drive as fast as I could (surely faster than I should have) to Durango.  I was running from my dissatisfaction with what I found that first year of college in Boulder, and I was running to what I knew (the boyfriend) and what I wanted (outdoorsy, adventurous, accepting, interesting hippies who weren’t cliquey and judgmental like they seemed to be in Boulder).  It was all there in Durango, and I spent as much time as I could there.  Needless to say, I did the Boulder to Durango drive a lot!  And I knew those roads like the back of my hand.  

These days I only do the drive once a year, and although the actual music festival is my favorite part of the adventure, oh how I love the drive…lots of memories flooding back while driving that pass.

We’d parked the Scamp for a few short days after returning from a festival the previous weekend.  Those few days were full of grocery shopping, cooking, prepping, packing (oh and working too…).  We woke up early Thursday morning and were on the road to the Great Sand Dunes National Monument by 9 a.m.  It felt great to have the Scamp out on the open road, and we were feeling confident after a local trailer/RV mechanic had given us a shining report card the previous week.  
 
We anxiously pulled up to the park entrance, crossing our fingers that there would be a camping spot available for us that night.  We found a spot on the main campground loop, set up camp, had a nice lunch, and after some pickin', reading, and getting to know our neighbors, we packed up for a short hike to the sand dunes.  It was great fun to play in the creek at the base of the dunes.  Another setting that was bringing lots of childhood and young adulthood memories back, and so much fun to share with my family. 
 
 
 
 
 
Dinner and a campfire followed, and then a short walk to the campground pavilion where we were treated to modified folk songs and a slideshow teaching visitors about the history of the sand dunes.  It was a relatively early night to bed for all of us since the wind was blowing too much to make sitting around a campfire enjoyable.  

We were up and out by 7:30 a.m.  This set-up and take-down thing with the Scamp continues to amaze and delight me with how easy and efficient it is.  That early departure would have never happened with a tent.

We enjoyed a peaceful morning drive to Del Norte, and a stop at our very favorite eating establishment in that part of the state, the Peace of Art Café.  It’s part of our Pagosa tradition, and we look forward to it all year long.  After filling our bellies and hearts with the goodness of the café, I jumped into the driver’s seat, full cup of coffee in hand, and we were on our way up Wolf Creek Pass.  I couldn’t have been happier with how the Durango performed pulling the Scamp up and over the pass.  We’d been wondering how this part of the drive would go, and I was so proud of our old truck!
 
We pulled into the line to enter the festival just before noon, jumped out of the car to greet those around us, and rejoiced that we’d finally arrived!  Once it was our turn, we carefully drove the Scamp up the bumpy, dirt road to the festival grounds, and pulled right into our preferred camping spot.  Within an hour, camp was set up, and we were snuggled up in the Scamp with lunch while we watched the first (and only) rainstorm of the weekend pass overhead.
 
After the rain had cleared, I grabbed a chair and headed up the hill for the mandolin workshop.  Perhaps I'll talk in another blog post about the huge amount of mandolin-flavored inspiration I got out of this festival...but suffice it to say, I came away from the workshop and the festival in general feeling a renewed excitement about my mandolin playing!
 
Brian got Sadie to take a nap, and waited patiently to greet our dear friends, the GreenHills, who would be arriving from Arkansas for the weekend.  

Back in 1996, when I was driving to Durango every other weekend, I spent the opposite weekends at Bay’s house in Parker, Colorado.  Bay and I have known each other since we were 15, and she’s one of my very dearest friends.  We’ve seen each other through love, loss, heartache, adventures, marriage, motherhood, and more.  I love her like a sister, and I love her children like they are my own.  And yet, we never get to see each other; the last time was when Sadie was less than 9 months old!  Her two oldest have grown so much since I’d last seen them, and I would be meeting baby Hazel for the first time.  Needless to say, when the text came to me at the mandolin workshop that they were at camp, I couldn’t get down the hill fast enough.  And I love a good reunion…one where you can’t help but just cry and cry as you hold each other.  Nothing better. 
And once all the hellos, how was the trip, oh my gosh look at the beautiful children, etc. was done with, we did what we do best.  We settled into festivating and camping.  
 
 
 
For me, the weekend was invigorating, rejuvenating, relaxing, joyful, peaceful, and idyllic in every way.  Brian, Sadie, and I slept peacefully every night in the Scamp…I woke up each morning feeling rested (which isn’t always the case at festivals).  Bay and I got to spend a lot of time chatting, catching up, and even had time for one of those sit-down-around-the-fire-and-settle-in-for-the-night conversations that it’s so hard to find time for these days.  
 
 
The kids were SOOO great together.   
 
 
 
Sadie and Mosely are the closest in age and played so well.  Mosely is funny and fun and rambunctious and sensitive.  A perfect little boy.  
 
 Stella has grown up so much, and I treasured the opportunity to get to know her more.   
 
She’s a big kid with thoughts and ideas and interests and plans of her own, and it was so lovely to get a little glimpse into her world.  She sure has changed a lot since she preceded me down the aisle on my wedding day 7 years ago!
 

Oh, and that baby Hazel….what a joy it was to hold and cuddle her for a few days.  
 And before we knew it, it was time to pack up and head home.  The Petersons were surely feeling the effects of 3 straight festivals in a row.  By the end of the Pagosa festival, we had slept in the Scamp more nights than in our own beds over the prior few weeks.  We were loving it, but we were dirty, and tired, and run down.  

 
 
So, we sadly hugged our friends goodbye, promised to do it again next year, threw our newly purchased CD from our favorite set of the weekend (Della Mae! Yeah!) into the stereo, and hit the road.  As we drove back over Wolf Creek Pass, Sadie sang quietly in the back seat while Brian and I took some time to talk about the weekend.  The good parts, as well as the emotional/sad/difficult parts.  We didn’t talk about what waited at home yet.  Work, and laundry, and groceries, and lists.  Those conversations would start up as we got a bit closer to home.  But for now we just soaked in the beauty of the pass, and soaked up the afterglow of three weeks of festivating.  One last stop at the Peace of Art Café, another cup of coffee, and we headed home.
 


Yesterday brought the beginning, tomorrow brings the end, and somewhere in the middle we became the best of friends.  ~Author Unknown

Sunday, August 5, 2012

July? Hello?

Oh my gosh, what happened to July??  The last time I was actively blogging it was about things that happened in mid-June, and now here we are in August!  Oy.  Time sure flies when you're having the time of your life.  And boy have I been.

Let's see.  At the end of June we enjoyed a couple rare, unscheduled, mostly-close-to home weekends.  We blew up Sadie's pool and drank beer in the driveway with our neighbors.


 We (and by we I mean the neighborhood men) put together Sadie's new playhouse.



We celebrated our nephew Elias' baptism and enjoyed a short, but lovely visit with Brian's aunt and uncle who were visiting from California.


We had dinner at my brother and sister-in-law's house and visited with my aunt and uncle who live in town but we don't see nearly as often as I'd like to.

Oh, and we have a new family member!  Brian's beautiful new Brooks Masten Fretless Banjo.  Yay for more handmade, acoustic instruments! Love love love that....



The first weekend in July found us spending some time in Colorado Springs with our dear friends the Noleens.  We also took Sadie to Boulder's Dinner Theater for the first time.  It's an annual tradition for my family, and I've been dreaming of bringing Sadie with us as soon as she was old enough.  Well, this summer's production of Cinderella seemed like the PERFECT opportunity!  Needless to say, my little princess was in heaven.


And then it was time to kiss my family goodbye, give them a few extra squeezes, throw my pack on my back and get on the plane (by myself!) to Paducah, Kentucky.  More on that in the next post....


After making a brief appearance at work upon my return from the aforementioned 10-day trip, and getting hit by a pretty big emotional hammer due to some intensity in my loved one's lives, we were back to living the good life in "festival land".  Rockygrass was utterly divine this year, as it always is.  And coming off said emotional hammering, I absolutely soaked and reveled in all the beauty that was around me.  Moments of particular musical brilliance; watching my daughter hug, kiss, and generally and love on neighbors and friends and strangers; running alone along the St. Vrain River early Saturday morning and keeping my eyes open for a bear who I knew was nearby; drinking mead and visiting with like-minded festival mamas; curling up in my husband's lap while watching this band play this song on stage and letting all the emotion of a very hard and heartbreaking day pour out of me (Love and love and nothing else, is all I need)...these are the moments I treasure at a festival. 




Festivating with an infant was easy.  I wore the baby everywhere I went and during everything I did, including into the port-a-potty and while setting up and taking down camp.  She nursed and I festivated.  Easy.  But the next two years were anything but easy.  Festivating with a new 1-year-old walker and a rambunctious, newly independent (and not very focused on listening) 2-year-old were NOT SO EASY.  And while festivating with a 3-year-old is certainly exhausting, and not anything at all like festivals in our pre-parents days...this (so far) has been by far my favorite festival season yet.  Sadie is so comfortable and understanding of the music and camping scene, that she sleeps well, listens well, and really gets into the whole vibe of the thing.  AND, whereas in past years, we lived and died by her taking a nap and getting to bed by 8 p.m....now she can (finally!) go without a nap without completely losing her mind, and bedtime rules and routines can definitely be flexible while at a festival.



On Friday night of the festival, Brian was exhausted, so he and Sadie both crawled into the tent by about 9 p.m.  The glowsticks came out on Saturday night, and Sadie and her friend Beau ran each other ragged until about 9:30 p.m. in the festival grounds while we parents enjoyed the music and kept an eye on the kiddos.  I could tell that Sadie was getting tired when she sat down in the middle of playtime facing away from the stage.  I invited her to crawl into my lap and she was asleep in moments.  I watched the rest of the set while she slept peacefully on my chest.  She went right back to sleep when we got back to the tent and slept all night.

But my very favorite was the last night of the festival.  All our festival buddies were gone, it was raining, and one of my top-three-favorite-of-all-time musicians, Tim O'Brien, was closing out the festival.  Sadie and I were fresh out of a nice warm shower and in our comfy clothes and raingear.  Brian and I found a nice spot to sit where we could see the stage, we spread a tarp across our laps, Sadie crawled into the "fort" formed between our chairs, and promptly fell asleep.  I cannot put into words the pure bliss I felt as a light Colorado rain fell on my family as we watched and absorbed the beautiful music coming to us from stage.  Sitting there with my loving husband while our beautiful, perfect daughter slept peacefully between us, was one of the happiest moments of my life.  Truly.

Another high point of the festival....Sadie and I sat down in the front row of the sheltered theater on the festival grounds to watch Red Molly's set.  Sadie, again, was completely entranced by the beautiful women in the beautiful dresses and boots.  She wanted to pretend she was singing like they were.  LOVE that she gets so into watching women on stage!

Anyway, this about sums up how I feel in my heart about things right now.  Despite a lot of pain and sadness all around these days, I'm never far from this....



May I suggest
May I suggest to you
May I suggest this is the best part of of your life

May I suggest

this time is blessed for you
this time is blessed and shining almost blinding bright
just turn your head
and you’ll begin to see
the thousand reasons that were just beyond your sight

the reasons why

why I suggest to you
why I suggest this is the best part of your life

there is a world

that’s been addressed to you
addressed to you, intended only for your eyes
a secret world
a treasure chest to you
of private scenes and brilliant dreams that mesmerize

a tender lover’s smile

a tiny baby’s hands
the million stars that fill the turning sky at night

Oh I suggest

Yes I suggest to you
Yes I suggest this is the best part of your life

There is a hope

that’s been expressed in you
the hope of seven generations, maybe more
this is the fate
that they invest in you
it’s that you’ll do one better that was done before

inside you know

inside you understand
inside you know what’s yours to finally set right

and i suggest

and i suggest to you
and i suggest this is the best part of your life

this is a song

comes from the west to you
comes from the west, comes from the slowly setting sun
this is a song
with a request of you
to see how very short the endless days will run
and when they’re gone
and when the dark descends
we’d give anything for one more hour of life

may i suggest

this is best part of your life

Tuesday, August 30, 2011

Folks Fest

We waited in line in a field, we played cards, we drank and ate and played video games at Oskar Blues, and we read and relaxed by the river.....

We hugged and laughed and cuddled with each other.....





We soaked up the peace and serenity that the St. Vrain River has to offer and played on its shore...


We listened to, danced to, and watched some GREAT music...



We drank mimosas Friday morning in camp and toasted our five year anniversary....



We ran into the festival grounds with a not so small or light baby strapped on....

We took naps....


We got naked!...


We rejoiced in the experience and said goodbye to another wonderful festival season. Until next year....