Oh my gosh, what happened to July?? The last time I was actively blogging it was about things that happened in mid-June, and now here we are in August! Oy. Time sure flies when you're having the time of your life. And boy have I been.
Let's see. At the end of June we enjoyed a couple rare, unscheduled, mostly-close-to home weekends. We blew up Sadie's pool and drank beer in the driveway with our neighbors.
We (and by we I mean the neighborhood men) put together Sadie's new playhouse.
We celebrated our nephew Elias' baptism and enjoyed a short, but lovely visit with Brian's aunt and uncle who were visiting from California.
We had dinner at my brother and sister-in-law's house and visited with my aunt and uncle who live in town but we don't see nearly as often as I'd like to.
Oh, and we have a new family member! Brian's beautiful new Brooks Masten Fretless Banjo. Yay for more handmade, acoustic instruments! Love love love that....
The first weekend in July found us spending some time in Colorado Springs with our dear friends the Noleens. We also took Sadie to Boulder's Dinner Theater for the first time. It's an annual tradition for my family, and I've been dreaming of bringing Sadie with us as soon as she was old enough. Well, this summer's production of Cinderella seemed like the PERFECT opportunity! Needless to say, my little princess was in heaven.
And then it was time to kiss my family goodbye, give them a few extra squeezes, throw my pack on my back and get on the plane (by myself!) to Paducah, Kentucky. More on that in the next post....
After making a brief appearance at work upon my return from the aforementioned 10-day trip, and getting hit by a pretty big emotional hammer due to some intensity in my loved one's lives, we were back to living the good life in "festival land". Rockygrass was utterly divine this year, as it always is. And coming off said emotional hammering, I absolutely soaked and reveled in all the beauty that was around me. Moments of particular musical brilliance; watching my daughter hug, kiss, and generally and love on neighbors and friends and strangers; running alone along the St. Vrain River early Saturday morning and keeping my eyes open for a bear who I knew was nearby; drinking mead and visiting with like-minded festival mamas; curling up in my husband's lap while watching this band play this song on stage and letting all the emotion of a very hard and heartbreaking day pour out of me (Love and love and nothing else, is all I need)...these are the moments I treasure at a festival.
On Friday night of the festival, Brian was exhausted, so he and Sadie both crawled into the tent by about 9 p.m. The glowsticks came out on Saturday night, and Sadie and her friend Beau ran each other ragged until about 9:30 p.m. in the festival grounds while we parents enjoyed the music and kept an eye on the kiddos. I could tell that Sadie was getting tired when she sat down in the middle of playtime facing away from the stage. I invited her to crawl into my lap and she was asleep in moments. I watched the rest of the set while she slept peacefully on my chest. She went right back to sleep when we got back to the tent and slept all night.
But my very favorite was the last night of the festival. All our festival buddies were gone, it was raining, and one of my top-three-favorite-of-all-time musicians, Tim O'Brien, was closing out the festival. Sadie and I were fresh out of a nice warm shower and in our comfy clothes and raingear. Brian and I found a nice spot to sit where we could see the stage, we spread a tarp across our laps, Sadie crawled into the "fort" formed between our chairs, and promptly fell asleep. I cannot put into words the pure bliss I felt as a light Colorado rain fell on my family as we watched and absorbed the beautiful music coming to us from stage. Sitting there with my loving husband while our beautiful, perfect daughter slept peacefully between us, was one of the happiest moments of my life. Truly.
Another high point of the festival....Sadie and I sat down in the front row of the sheltered theater on the festival grounds to watch Red Molly's set. Sadie, again, was completely entranced by the beautiful women in the beautiful dresses and boots. She wanted to pretend she was singing like they were. LOVE that she gets so into watching women on stage!
Anyway, this about sums up how I feel in my heart about things right now. Despite a lot of pain and sadness all around these days, I'm never far from this....
May I suggest
May I suggest to you
May I suggest this is the best part of of your life
May I suggest
this time is blessed for you
this time is blessed and shining almost blinding bright
just turn your head
and you’ll begin to see
the thousand reasons that were just beyond your sight
the reasons why
why I suggest to you
why I suggest this is the best part of your life
there is a world
that’s been addressed to you
addressed to you, intended only for your eyes
a secret world
a treasure chest to you
of private scenes and brilliant dreams that mesmerize
a tender lover’s smile
a tiny baby’s hands
the million stars that fill the turning sky at night
Oh I suggest
Yes I suggest to you
Yes I suggest this is the best part of your life
There is a hope
that’s been expressed in you
the hope of seven generations, maybe more
this is the fate
that they invest in you
it’s that you’ll do one better that was done before
inside you know
inside you understand
inside you know what’s yours to finally set right
and i suggest
and i suggest to you
and i suggest this is the best part of your life
this is a song
comes from the west to you
comes from the west, comes from the slowly setting sun
this is a song
with a request of you
to see how very short the endless days will run
and when they’re gone
and when the dark descends
we’d give anything for one more hour of life
may i suggest
this is best part of your life